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10:36 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

long time no put a post le...haix... buz sia...

today is the first NP open match... my darling so good come out to pei wo... and oso to watch my match... hahaha... she does so many lovely things at the sports hall.... lovely things such as helping me buy some food as i have to umpire a match.... buy me some drinks as i have to warm up for much.... she even dry me up as i was perspiring all over.... she does all the sweet and lovely things... hahah.... i love her so much... it is juz too bad that she did not see me play in any games today as my opponents did not appear on the court for the game... sorri darling... after badminton we went down to clementi to grap a snack... hahah... then we both left for home... hahah...

i was so kan jiong when i umpired my first match... i gave the wrong scores and even gave the wrong service... lol... i made myself a laughing stock at the first mathc that i have umpired... loll... dear i noe u saw everything...

few weeks ago i reserved a pandent for my darling bday present... i rushed down to the shop from school at 9pm to pay for it at jp by taxi... i even added a beautiful necklace and got it gift wrap... hahaa... i gave to her today.... she likes it so much hahah... well it is good that she like it cos i was so afraid that she don like it... i have enjoyed my day with her around... and i hope she have enjoyed hers... it had been a long time since east coast that we can be out so late... hahha....

honey... this is for u... i love u so much that no words can express... but i can onli express my love for u by my actions... with lots of love BK.... hope that u have enjoyed ur day....

i hope thAT u did not get a scolding for going home so late... i am truely sorry if u did have a scolding... sorry...

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:37 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

today went out with my honey to me one of her friends which she calls jer jer... it is a nick that my honey created for jeremy... lol... jer jer look so ang mo.... i though which country he juz came back from... lol... i though was from american... lol.... he is a friendly guy that is totally afraid of being tickled... not to mention a shy guy... lol... hahha...

as a whole the 3 of us had really gd fun...

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:59 PM

hi bloggy..

today was a blast.. went out with baby.. met jer jer today.. he's having a headache now.. hope he gets better..haiz.. sat is fast coming.. and i know i am trying to be strong but it seems so hard.. i realli dun wan anything to happen.. i dunno what to think now..

as the seconds creep up i cant help but feel so useless to the event that is goin to take place on saturday.. i managed to block the pain and confusion that i have.. but it seems to come back.. as i stare at the stars i wonder if there is a way out.. to hope for the best? take it a step at a time? the fear of the future is something that everyone has.. but my future seems so dark...

haiz.. time is running out for me.. i realli have no idea wad will happen on saturday.. and i just hope for the best.. heh... i still stop here ba.. i'm not thinking straight...

cya...

_i_love_u_so_much_
11:50 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

finally my darling quited her job at gv... poor her working at odd hours.... lucky for her, her parents can go fetch her home... if not she have to go back on her own... lol... don noe wat things can happen on the way back... both me and darling are happily enjoying our relationship... i juz hope tat the ending is nv going to appear again...

_i_love_u_so_much_
12:06 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

omg... i am so tired... so tired after my uncle funeral.. lol... i tried my best to give all the help can get at the funeral... i noe the my uncles 3 daughters were very upset of his passing... haiz...

_i_love_u_so_much_
10:06 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

this blog is for ytd.. the system was down...

i met baby ytd.. he woke me up at like 8 plus... -groan- so early... den i met him for breakfast which i didnt realli eat... sry.. too much stuff was bothering me .. plus i dun realli eat alot after my mense... like ytd.. if i didnt eat with baby i would have onli eaten one meal..

anywayz.. he was complaining that his breakfast sucked and his mom could cook better... after that we walked ard and den he went to sch den i went home to get rdy for my work... we sort of only met for breakfast... haha.. well i wan eat le..

bye bye

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1:06 PM